Ghosts.

How can I feel like this now?
Let you down
Such sad excuses
Predestination … Huh.
You were there for this sad man
And this sad man loved you…I know
I left and I can’t forget the sadness in your eyes
Sadness I caused, sadness was me
Seeing that sadness haunts me
And why?
I had it all, my hand never left you.
Told you….many times
You were my woman. I was your man
So long ago…but you were
And mundanity is in the past
Missing you is more recent
Your lovely face asking me to make love to you
You in yellow, your favourite colour…and mine.
You wore it our first time
You looked so beautiful
So happy
And I destroyed that
But that is me…I can’t be happy
I told you and you never coaxed me
Never asked me
Never told me
But my hand never left you
Never forget that… my hand never left you.