Jesus 103.

Does such a thing as God exist?
Is there a God and what denomination is she?
Looked him up on MySpace and yes he is dwelling there.
And she must be omnipresent or is that he.
Maybe neither and I wondered if they cared.
They have so many web pages, thats God and Jesus Christ
And yes Jesus talks to me I know.
Because Billy Graham told me so.
And now I know he does because
I found him on Facebook too
And I talked religiously
With Jesus 103
Asked him about him dying for our sins?
Weren’t he just a little premature?
And I engaged him in discussion
Asked could he save my soul
Could I have a little blessing
Just to make my life whole
But he told me to Fuck Off!
Holy words indeed.
To send me off to sleep.

And now this morning comes alright
Wake up with a hangover
Too much whisky and religion last night
Never a healthy mix you see
And after an evening of asking too many unanswerable questions of a deity.
I wonder where I went wrong with Jesus 103
Last night I had it all. Doubt, self doubt, self loathing,
Even fear of losing myself all washed down with booze.
I know its a bad mix, but I took it and I wrote that bit of bitter verse.
This morning, bleary eyed and still with the same doubts and fears, I thought.
Haha. I’m not so stupid after all.
Why wouldn’t God have his own MySpace page?
A sort of confessional for this internet age.
Why can’t we IM him with our fears.
Get him to wash away our tears
I am going to put him in my buddy list….right away.
Before I start this whole new day.